Sometimes I judge,
Sometimes I say the wrong or mean things,
Sometimes I have a bad attitude,
Sometimes I think negative things,
Sometimes I care way to much about what people think,
Sometimes I am to hard on myself,
Sometimes I feel fat or ugly,
Sometimes I just feel like crying,
Sometimes I try but its just not enough,
Sometimes I think my life is way to hard to handle,
Sometimes I wonder why God thinks I can handle the trials I face,
Sometimes I don't know what words mean,
Sometimes I'm bad a spelling,
Sometimes I am HORRIBLE at pronouncing words and get nervous when I have to read outloud,
but why think this way!
Most of the time I'm Happy and Giddy,
Most of the time I act like a little girl excited to see a Disney Princess,
Most of the time I like to sing in the car with the music loud to bother the car next to me or to see their reaction to my girly music,
Most of the time I like to go to work just so I can see what funny thing my boss is going to do that day,
Most of the time I like to tell jokes from "Laffy Taffy" or learn the "New word of the day",
Most of the time I like to talk about my day and tell stories,
Most of the time I am good at saying all my prayers during the day,
Most of the time I am good at reading my scriptures every night and understanding them,
Most of the time I am a good listener and think I give pretty good advice,
Most of the time I can make people smile,
Most of the time I like to act like a NASCAR driver in my 4 runner,
Most of the time I like to go 4 wheeling and think I'm cool because I have a car with 4 wheel drive and can drive stick,
Most of the time I think i am pretty smart,
and.....
I know I am a daughter of God,
I know I am special,
I know I can succeed in anything I put my mind to,
I know I can make good choices,
I know I am a good person,
I know I am not perfect but try my very best,
I know I am here for a reason,
I know I have a family that loves me,
I know I have friends that love me,
I know I have a ward that loves me,
I know I have been blessed with many amazing gifts in my life,
I know that few will read this but it will make me feel so much better writing it!
Life is hard but I try my very best. I know other things can get in the way and we can lose our focus but I will always try to be successful in all I do. My dad always said, "If you do it right the first time, you wont have to go back and fix anything"! I have always remembered him saying that to me and my sisters! So all my life thats what I have tried to do. Do things right the first time and make good decisions. Thats what I am going to try to do this year... try to make my "Sometimes" list a little shorter and make my "Most of the time" to "All of the time"! I think in the long run it will make my life better and me better!
Love,
ME :)
